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Dec. 1st, 2009 @ 03:10 am You Scored as The Moon
Current Mood: boredbored
You Scored as The Moon

Divinatory Meaning: Completion, Fulfillment. The end of a major cycle. The world of dreams. Reverse Meaning: Holding back reality by living in a dream world. You have a keen sense of people and are able to identify power where others are oblivious. You are drawn toward celestial bodies and draw strength from them. Others find you intriguing, not being able to put their finger on what it is about you that they cannot resist.



The Empress
92%
The Hanging Dragon
92%
The Moon
92%
The Lovers
83%
The Devil
83%
The Tower
83%
The Star
83%
The Fool
75%
The High Priestess
75%
The Emperor
67%
Death
67%
The Hermit
67%
Strength
58%
Justice
33%

http://quizfarm.com/quizzes/new/Brioi/which-of-the-major-arcana-are-you/

Moved out of my apartment from the crazy abusive woman. Lots of drama and stupidity involving money involved, so yeah, not fun times lately.
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Vita
Aug. 17th, 2009 @ 09:04 am My time = NAO!?!
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
So, met a girl on FFXI on a new server I hopped to. She lives two hours away, and begging me to go meet her. She said we can go to Panara and play, whatever that is. Google couldn't decide if it was a medical deal or else a place that sells bread where she lives.

She ALSO said I can stay in her guest room, and can play FFXI on her "geto" laptop, or bring my PS2 / 360 along to play on. Probably gonna at least consider bringing the 360 along, if there's some games she wants to play on it. Nothing says bonding like a wholesome game of Sonic 2 on the Genesis Collection, maybe >>;

So yeah, looks like I struck GOLD~

Only thing I can emo over on this one is that I couldn't sleep AT ALL afterwords, since come on, girl begging ME to stay at HER house? How often does THAT happen? My pulse was going INSANE everytime I started dozing off and thinking about it, and I had a bit of pain in my lungs, and couldn't figure out if I had some heart pain or not. Hard to tell when you're super tired to begin with, as well as too paranoid.

Anywho, going to hope for the best this time around, since I can't really go wrong with a sushi loving, animu watching girl gamer that's over the top enthusiastic to get me to go to her house and hang out with here, can I?
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Happy Fate
Aug. 5th, 2009 @ 02:53 am ZNM Wishlist dealio
T1
Numerist Pumps
Corsair's Belt

T2
Avocat Pigaches
Solitaire cape

T3
Oracle's Gloves
Oracle's Braconi
Mekki Shakki
Aurum Sabatons
Aurum Cuisses
Aurum Gauntlets

T4
Alkalurops
Antares
Aurum Armet
Aurum Cuirass

PW
Dorje
Shenlong's Baghnakhs *For the LOLPUP I'll only level if I can make it HQ out of the box*
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Vita
Jul. 4th, 2009 @ 10:12 am Poor Ray... Never gets any slack
Current Mood: tiredtired
I get an idea that would level the playing field for the guy, or at least set it up, and everyone else runs crazy over it. I'm the only one that doesn't fear the prospect of SUPRAH RAY, clearly. Give the guy something that places him above the rest, and they all wanna cry him back down to their level with enough tears to make an Ark float >>;

Oh well. Ian did raise a slightly interesting question, that I gave a quick answer in your place, but after being awake for too long and running on an E-Tank now, it makes me wonder too, for data reasons...

Laucorn5555 (11:38:14 PM): Not to be critical of him...but what is he trying to prove with all this magic stuff Jeff?
"I" told him it's like how he and the common folk follow God, and that was fine for him. But I'm curious as to learning if that is indeed correct, or if it's some other reason...

Anyways, next time we talk, I'll have some amusement for both of us to prattle on about, since I have a most interesting proposal to pass in the Dark Senate. And if people say no, I'll bust out the Divine Majinns with Yoshi's that's been capped in Item World with GODS slain inside them to pass the bills, since obvious references are now obvious.
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Pram
Jun. 26th, 2009 @ 06:15 am I just don't know anymore...
Current Mood: uncomfortablebleh...
I'm 23, My bangs are slowly going white on me due to likely the stress of how stupid people are making things around these parts, and I barely make over $5,000 a year since my job is as dead end as it gets, and since things went so lulzy that I'm now the only source of income for my household, so I'm deadlocked now into this life...

Meh.

I'm probably giving up on further attempts at "Love", since every time is a failure, and all the women I've been with except for one only wanted to get to know me because of the fact that they realized I'd buy them things that I thought was making them happy, instead of the fact that they were just greedy and worthless people at their cores. Today I got nice and cleaned up and put on clothes that looked very nice, and even put on my glasses, since me and this girl I've slowly been working on for about 7-8 months now were going to meet up and consider doing some things, but nope, nadda. Another deal where I get flat out ignored, not even a greeting or anything.

To Hell with it, all of it. I'm going nowhere, since there's nowhere to actually go. The only thing really left besides rotting for the remainder of my life is to possibly pursue an old dream and a new theory. But the finances... They do nothing!

An old memory from an old dream came to mind recently, and it got my gears going in the ol noggin. Back when I was living on my own, Jackie came to me in a dream and we talked, and she told me how to build a machine that would basically materialize ghosts, and said that we could be together again if I did it. From what I can gather, the thing would essentially act like one of those lulzy EXE Dimensional Area, since it was like a tower or a stick in design, and it would work off of charging an area to a set electrical frequency, so I guess it would be like a cone radius or something that would spread out from the tower device. Paranormal activity is actually heightened in areas of electrical residue, so there's at least a possiblity that it would somehow mess with the visible spectrum, and allow them to be seen easier, or possibly sound, since there's the whole possiblity of it being an electrical frequency of that nature. Then again, I have no real idea where to start on looking, and even how to tweak it, but I know that video recorders are capable of of at least picking up voice recordings off the undead, so maybe I'll try to investigate that way initially...

I'll take my "Emperor of Eternal Damnation" Certificate if this could somehow lead to immortality, by the way, if this succeeded somehow in that fashion. I also can use this as a chance to test some other things out. If it turns out that ghosts are really just some kind of response from the subconcious, and they seem stronger in power at high electrical areas, then perhaps this device could end up being some kind of psychic amplifier if used in certain ways, and all sorts of madness could happen then. Another thing I'd want to mess with, is that back when I got the dream for the inspiration on all this, this was back during the times that I didn't care and was trying to summon spirits and things like that. Given the ol apartment had some creepy things in it after it was all said and done, and pots and pans and other things like to click and clack late at night with nobody around them as well as other things... I wouldn't mind seeing how rusty I am in that respect, and the effects that device could have if I truly was capable of spirit channeling.
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Bunny
Apr. 22nd, 2009 @ 12:11 pm Winter Out, Spring IN
Current Mood: lethargiclethargic
Current Music: FFXI WotG Kindred City
Ah... Spring is finally here for us all to lose ourselves in...

Now that Winter is over, and the atmosphere is setting itself up nicely, I think it's time to get back to some training, only this time cranked up. I plan to start a more intense training regime this year, and this year with actual BUDGET for a change. I found a rather interesting book on Amazon today, and while the massive price tag and lack of printing of this yet to be named book snagged my interest, the things it claims inside it were the true selling points. A book that actually supports my own research theories, while having many examples and qouting people from history that actually seem legit in many regards. It's actually something I've been seeking out for a long time and quite pleased to see truly exists.

Once this most dubious titled book arrives from overseas from the far off land of Britania, with possible conspiracy and epic lulz ensuing depending on the seller's part, I can finally bust out the glasses and get into some hardcore reading sessions. I reached this point anyways by staring at a DSI I was thinking of buying, and then alot of games, and ultmately deciding I don't read enough anymore. Snagging a book or two in the mix just made sense, given the last time I bought a book was... a few years ago?

Oh, and I bought a book about Philosphy and the Zelda universe, which shall amuse me to some degree.
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Happy Fate
Jan. 23rd, 2009 @ 06:01 am So... White hair... Yeah...
Current Mood: curiouscurious
Current Music: 山のオオカミの戦士 Momizi Inubashiri
All I did was just make a small request to help me figure out why some things happen as they do before going to bed last night, and when I woke up this morning and bumbled into the bathroom to let the floodgates open, some of my bangs and the hair around them turned white on me overnight... Or platinum blonde, since the light REALLY shined when I tried to get a good look at them clumped together...

Good Game, world. Good Game.

I suppose it's a STEP in the right direction. I mean, white hair is a bigger clue to go by than some random people tossing dragons around or some dude that claimed he was the 106th reincarnation of an elf from outer space preaching about dragons and cubis and all that madness. As to what kind of step this means... I's dunt know.

All I know is my hair never grayed, it shot straight to the whiteness, and with the quickness at that, apparantly. I can hope at least that the rest will turn white sooner than later, since with my youthful looks and a set of pure white hair that's as nice as mine, I bet I could snag me quite the nice fetch of women. Yes... Maybe a plan for another day.
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Pram
Jan. 15th, 2009 @ 06:41 am New game titles I'm watching out for
Current Mood: boredbored
DS

Legacy of Ys: Books I & II
Price - $34.99
Release - 02/10/09

Retro Game Challenge
Price - $29.99 USD
Release - 02/10/09

Pokemon Platinum Version
Price - $34.99 USD
Release - 03/22/09

Nintendo DSi
Price - $180 USD
Release - April 09? (Rumor)

Ghostbusters
Price - $29.99
Release - 06/16/09

POSSIBLY Fire Emblem: Shadow Dragon, and Phantasy Star Zero

PSP

Star Ocean: Second Evolution
Price - $39.99
Release - 01/19/09

Prinny: Can I really be the hero?
Price - $39.99
Release - 02/17/09

Phantasy Star Portable
Price - $39.99
Release - 03/24/09

Wii

Ghostbusters
Price - $49.99
Release - 06/16/09

Xbox 360

Sonic's Ultimate Genesis Collection
Price - $29.99
Release - 02/10/09

Grand Theft Auto IV: The lost and the damned
Price - $19.99?
Release - 02/17/09

Halo Wars
Price - $59.99
Release - 03/03/09

Prototype
Price - $59.99
Release - 06/01/09

Overlord 2
Price - $59.99
Release - 06/01/09

Ghostbusters
Price - $59.99
Release - 06/16/09

Going to edit in the total price to see how much my wallet shall weep this coming year. PS3 is also supposed to get a price drop as well around April, so depending if they have any Stimulus Packages here in the US like last year somehow, this year I'll be a greedilox and let my great nation buy me a PS3 so I can enjoy Disgaea 3 and Metal Gear Solid 4, and then question why I bought it after beating those two games, since there's no other appealing titles to me on it at this time.
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Vita
Dec. 1st, 2008 @ 12:53 am The waiting begins...
Sky
1. Wyrm Abj: Legs
2. Martial Abjuration: Head
3. Martial Abjuration: Hands
4. Aquarian Abj: Hands
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Sea
1. Faith Torgue, even have a pop item for it in my MH
2. Altruistic Cape
3. Hope Staff
4. Novio Earring
5. Bellona's Ring
6. Fortitude Torque
7.
8.
9.
10.

Limbus
1. Nashira Legs
2. Nashira Hands
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Ground Kings
1. Aquarian Abj: Body
2. Wyrm Abj: Body
3. Defending Ring
4. Aegishjalmr
5. Wyrmal Abjuration: Head
6. Martial Abjuration: Body
7. Martial Abjuration: Feet
8. Martial Abjuration: Legs
9. Aquarian Abj: Hands
10.

ToAU Kings
1. Hauteclaire
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Wyrms (Including Bahamut)
1. Bahamut Staff
2. Mercurial Pole
3. Heralds Gaiters
4. Bahamut's Mask
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Einherjar
1. Aquarian Abjuration: Body
2. Wyrmal Abjuration: Body
3. Aquarian Abjuration: Hands
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Misc.
1. Enhancing Sword
2. Ugg. Pendant
3. Hermes' Sandals
4. Supremacy Earring from SCNM Mega Boss
5. Serket Ring
6. Ixion Cape
7. Velocious Belt / Speed Belt
8. Genie Gages
9.
10.

Anything that'll make my current jobs COR/RDM/SMN awesome, or when I finally cap them, PLD and BLM, I'll gladly take.

Oh yes... We shall see... What this venture nets me...
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Pram
Oct. 23rd, 2008 @ 06:12 am My intelligence surpasses that of entire civilizations
Current Mood: amusedamused
It's true...

The "Ancients" couldn't begin to touch upon this greatness. Even entire R&D Labs would be hard pressed to top me when I'm "In the groove", so to speak. I have a natural nack for turning the impossible possible, but just lack the drive and resources to make it happen. Except for women things, since I come to the conlusion that women don't exist, and instead are just overly hairy and high pitched males with excessive fat deposits on their chests, and eraser sized dingle dongles, and inverted testicles, so can't make the fictional possible there, yo.

Anywho, anyone who can take the most simplistic of science and turn it around into the true potential of most under abused situations like I can, clearly deserves a mighty reward. Some desire merely a cookie, a pat on the back, or another form of acknowledgement... Me? I want a factory to pump the cookies out for me. Coming from the boonies, where I wasn't allowed to take science and the likes, nor given proper guidance for the areas I excelled and showed great promise anyways, I think I'm well overdue to collect on some things. Borderline Wily insane and sheer brilliance... And yet, I don't have a gas consuming vehicle, like regular people. For shame, mofo, for shame...
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Pram