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Oct. 9th, 2008 @ 03:06 pm That's ALOT of GBA games!
Current Mood: shockedshocked
I was bored and couldn't sleep this morning, so I took the liberty of compiling a "Master List" of all the GBA CARTS I've ever owned...

GBA List

Pokemon Emerald
Pokemon Leaf Green
Legend of Zelda Link to the Past
Super Mario Advance (Mario 2)
Wario Land 4
Golden Sun
Metroid: Zero Mission
Mario and Luigi
Megaman Battle Network
Fire Emblem
Rockman Zero 2
Final Fantasy VI Advance
Super Street Fighter 2 Turbo Revival
Lunar Legend
Final Fantasy V Advance
Final Fantasy Tactics Advance
Golden Sun 2 The Lost Age
Sonic Advance 2
Sonic Advance
Castlevania Circle of the Moon
Kirby: Nightmare in Dreamland
Final Fantasy IV Advance
Castlevania Aria of Sorrow
Star Wars Episode 1: Jedi Power Battles
Dragon Ball Z: Legacy of Goku
Megaman Battle Network 2
Megaman Zero 4
Metal Slug Advance
Sigma Star Saga
Yugioh Eternal Duelist Soul
Metroid Fusion
Dragon Ball Z: Legacy of Goku II
Final Fantasy I and II Dawn of Souls
Castlevania NES
Tactic Ogre: The Knight of Lodis
Phantasy Star Collection
Super Robot Taisen OG2
Megaman Battle Network 5 Team Protoman
Advance Guardian Heroes
Breath of Fire II
Megaman Battle Network 3 Blue
Bomberman Tournament
Megaman Battle Network 3 White
Megaman and Bass
Gunstar Super Heroes
Wario Ware Inc. Mega Microgames
Zelda Minish Cap
Megaman Zero
Super Robot Taisen OG
Super Mario Advance 4 (Mario 3)
Breath of Fire
Rockman EXE 4.5 Real Operation with Battle Chip Gate
Ghost and Goblins Famicom Collection
Twinbee Famicom Collection
Donkey Kong Jr E-Reader
Balloon Fight E-Reader
Donkey Kong E-Reader

...Good God! I owned nearly 60 titles for my GBA! That's amazing and pathetic! I bought more games than the cost of my LAPTOP. I will admit, though, that they're ALL great games in their own regard, so maybe that's awesome to have a list of games worthy of rebuying down the road... >>;
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Sep. 27th, 2008 @ 06:03 am Remembering one's heritage
Current Mood: restlessrestless
Current Music: 奇跡の風の神社娘 Sanae Kochiya
"The fool. You are the wind. Even if you don't control it...nothing controls you."

That quote struck me as pretty interesting. I do as I please, and go where I want, so maybe it's about right. Since it's emo awesome to post song lyrics on LJ for now, I 1UP the rest and put a link to the song for the lazy, since lyrics are worthless alone.

http://www.youtube.com /watch?v=Ju3fK2agjLs

Space so nobody can monitor where it's been linked to, since I'm that great.

Another trip down memory lane shows that "Lord of Nightmares", through some assbackwards way, actually exists. Seriously. Or so my latest research indicates. I've begun to look back to dreams, and I've learnt some interesting things in theory based upon it. Even a way to keep a dead person alive... Interesting story there, but for another time/place.

As I remember other things I've done or able to do, I'll jot them down. I'm attempting to look to the past to get a better glimpse of the future. No telling what all could happen the next time I lose my cool, so best to figure out what might happen, so I can get counter measures in place. Can't rule out that something even unexpected might result from it all, so no claims or anything of the sort. I just don't have a good feeling about what's in store for me down the road, even moreso with all the signs and such...

WOULD have been prepared just fine, but NUUUUU! People have to be frauds and hold people in check through fear tactics and petty threats, instead of answering a sincere plea for help, and twist an innocent deal around into having shadow people sent to watch you like a beast. Best show of friendship to date, I'd say. At least there's a bountiful supply of "Hatorade" to go around, or so I'm told. And something about Jewland, too. Probably has higher taxes than Japanland, though.

Class is in session, and the training is GOOD.
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Sep. 12th, 2008 @ 05:02 am So, this is what dying truly feels like...?
Current Mood: discontentdiscontent
So much pain... So much... And it's only growing stronger, at a truly alarming rate now...

At this rate, I'll lose the ability to even sleep properly, though I'm close to that as it goes now. Fevers, or else high blood pressure acting in the same fashion, basically force me to keep a fan going on me for comfort at home. At work, in just hours, my body aches like it used to take a week worth of work, so I'll likely just keep trimming hours before I just get released, or else drop.

My bones are definetely no better. The cracking in my right arm has now managed to go as far as to my elbow now, compared to originally just the wrist area, and the rate of cracking has only increased from once or twice an hour to now within 5-30 seconds before the pressure rebuilds to pop again. My left arm flairs with pain so strong, that sleep is impossible. My left shoulder still can pop and sound like cheap plastic, to remind me of my fate, and the bone grinds and crunches all along the joint, so no clue what's going to ultimately happen there. My knee caps like to crack and pop on their own for no reason, so no clue there. My feet even crack and pop loudly too. Neck can also crack really loudly and freaks people out when I do that one, so I usually do that alone or away from people. Even my jaw pops and locks up. For awhile there, given it wouldn't connect well with it's hinge, I thought I somehow dislocated it or harmed it somehow.

The other week, my right foot would flair up with such strong pain, I was falling to the ground, and getting nausea feeling as well as getting a good sized migrane over the stress that was causing me. Sometimes when I bend over, my back makes a crunching sound... Yeah... That clearly can't be good. Must be all the work I keep pushing myself to do. Must be >>;

Oh, and to toss more fire into... the fire, my left eye has an uncontrollable spasm whenever I "Thank" my customers at my job, and I'm sure that'll get me into some trouble sooner or later. They'll either figure out I'm crazy, or else I'll finally go crazy and do as I please even more.

Guess I should have worked on that wheelchair when I had the chance, since that probably would help me a bit. Then again, my legs flair up with pain as well when I sit or lay too long nowadays, so it's a lose - lose all around for me. Instead, put too much faith into false tales and lies, to cling to some hope that maybe things could work out for the better. Sure learnt my lesson there. Not like that matters anyways, given where I'm going, such things matter in the least. It's hard to even pinpoint an estimate as to how much time I likely have left, given it's really been kicking up faster and stronger the past two weeks, most noticably the past few days. Heck, could drop dead somehow over the next few days for all I know, which would make some people happy, for they gleefully wished death upon me and told me to go to Hell, so guess their wish shall be granted.

Guess I COULD try to enjoy my final bit of time in this world, but nah... Body constantly cracking and popping as well as pain in my bones to remind me what's going to happen sorta kills any chance for that. The fact that I only have Ray and Ian as pals at least makes it easier for crowd control when something happens. I can relish in the fact that many people will be happy and filled with joy over such a deal, so maybe it really isn't a bad thing. At least I know there's no such thing as Cecilia to worry about raping me in the next life, so I'm all good on that end :P
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Aug. 22nd, 2008 @ 11:14 am YES! YEEEEES! OH GODS YES!!!
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
Fay, in her neverending beauty, is now projected by all media outlets to head to the center of MI, and then actually TURN AROUND. All this around Wednesday.

That's actually so epic, even the big Z likely cannot believe it. Hells Bells, I know at least two people are going to have a hard time believing it, especially since one of those people actually requested such a thing as is. 



All in all, I think this experiment has been a blaring success all across the board. The results have completely exceeded past runs, and stand as a testament of how far things have come in recent years. It also opens up a slew of questions and many a things to be concerned over, but celebrations first, THEN endless worrying that'll make even X cringe.

So, I get my book now? Or else crazy dream girl that loved me because my antics acted like a muse to her and allowed her to advance her career far beyond anything she could have ever hoped for?
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Happy Fate
Aug. 16th, 2008 @ 09:52 am It's mine! ALL MINE!!!
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Phantom Kingdom - Sabat
So much goodness, that I'll deem it as a worthy addition to my cause.


This is what it's like to have nice things, yes.
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Jun. 23rd, 2008 @ 11:40 pm I do this, because I can
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Pray I get this!
Yingyang Robe

Shiki ToD 11:32:12 PM EST

Things I would like
Legion Scutum
Numerist Pumps
Avocat Pigaches
Ruby Seraweels
Magic Strap
Solitaire Cape

Things I got ^^b
Karura Hachigane
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Current Mood: ecstaticecstatic
HELLO! Pokemon Box #2, with Free Mew as well as other things exclusive to it!

GOODBYE! Several dozen boxes worth of Pokemon I've bred! I need the space, and Squirtles were a bad investment :P
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Happy Fate
May. 23rd, 2008 @ 04:47 am Career personality type is ISTP...
Current Mood: depresseddepressed

I need to figure something out sooner than later, before I ultimately become afflicted with whatever consumed Dumi, given the things he said to me before he died all hit a bit too close to home as far as truths went...

My life is in shambles, and as much as I hide the facts or attempt to boast my way over current events, I'm at the bottom of the barrel currently. I have a job that's a joke, since I was given two promotion oppurtunities within the company, but they both have a far greater demand than I currently have, and one had a 10 cent raise per hour, and the other was removed as a chance for me after I asked about the pay benefits. My job also has cut my hours since I turned down the 10 cent raise and promotion bit by a fair amount, and they also have turned a week or two ordeal to get my direct deposit into effect into an endless waiting game now. To retaliate, I do Homer Simpson's Mantra of instead of striking or quitting my job, I just come in and do it half assed every day, since that's the American Way, but being late for over 33 days in a row doesn't seem to affect these people...

As far as my Family Life goes, me and my Mother don't bother at all, even though we're in the same vicinity for the first time basically in my life, and the only time we really talk is whenever either of us leaves our TV or Computers and bump into each other in the main house. She's fixed it mostly where people aren't thinking we're doing an elaborate drug cartel business from the house, but there's still a few worthless flesh sacks that pop in now and then, but that's when I usually standby ready with a knife, since ganking someone in broad daylight by jumping out of nowhere isn't a bad plan of action when you're clueless, and only topped in sheer fun when you do it by executing the operation with a spoon and stabbing them with the bottom tip, since getting stabbed with a blunt object hurts, yo. Also had a Great Aunt nearly die, which prompted my Mother to leave for a week, and then a week after she returned, my Great Grandmother died, and everyone in my family but me left to mourn. I had to stay behind since it was determined I couldn't afford to take time from my job to mourn the loss of a family member, which caused even me to break down into tears in public on the clock, since that was basically the ultimate sign that I'm crashing into a brick wall... Now I'm just biding my time until my predictions about who dies next in my family comes true, so I can execute plans that I've had in the works for those events. Probably going to lose everything upon the next death, though, so guess that's when I'm just SoL and probably down for the count for good depending on how it goes. Not sure, going to have to wait and see what blows up, since the next death sets off a chain reaction event.

On the Friends front, it's all quiet. After Dumi talked to me out of the blue about Suicide, and never returned afterwords, it's unnerved me. If some stupid person that wasn't going anywhere in their life came to me about such a thing, I would have been bitter and pushed them over the edge for the thrill and power in taking another's life... But in the case of Dumi... He was actually SMART, and worthwhile as a person. He'd give you whatever he had if he felt he could spare it and it'd make you happier. I personally advised him to just wait things out, and gave him strong encouragement that things would get better with time. Since I'll admit that I was never overly fond of him, I didn't notice until about a week and a half later after that incident that he wasn't on AIM. After extensive poking about, and learning that he gave away all his belongings, as he mentioned in an earlier chat with me, and leaving a near endless supply of messages on his cellphone with my number and messages of encouragement, it doesn't take even a slow person to put two and two together for that answer... So in the end, the one time I really try, the unexpected and unexplained happened, and someone dies due to my intervention. Grand. Most of my faith in myself is basically shot at the moment, since if it was someone like... say... Sky, who offed themself, then hey, easy answer to a question that didn't really need one to begin with. But in Dumi's case... It's made me question my own mortaltiy, coupled with what his logic and true reasoning was behind it. What happened to him after he died? Why did he did he actually do it after I told him not to? How did he get the Hell and Guts up to actually pull it off? Will I see him whenever I die, or is he in some Purgatory or some other place now? If so on that case, is it even possible to conjure him up and to get some form of a pact made? Hey, don't knock on someone that's crazy with options, since being a Spirit Medium has some perks at points >>;

Love Life is null and void and died long ago. All I ever find is girls with dicks or girls that want their own dicks, or else they have a dick attitude, so meh. Since I'm such an eccentric person, pairing me up with anyone succesfully seems impossible, or else people have the wrong ideas, and it's just setting up a bomb in the end. So many people with such high hope and faith I placed in them, and so many burns and over the top reactions from them. I should just slap together a robot and just declare I'm a technophile, since that wouldn't really blow minds or anything at this point in the game, and I'm sure she wouldn't object to this or that, let alone attempt to dictate my actions or validate her own self opinions and worth in an endless struggle that never needed to be.

Finances are shot. Best way to put it. Cost of living is outrageous here in the South, hence I constantly kept going north and to places like WA in the past. Milk costs $4.19 a gallon, Tostino Pizzas that I used to get for $1 up north are about $1.40-$1.50 here. Cereals and such can run about $5-$6 on average, and a light lunch that isn't going to make you bloat up like a whale or kill you from so much glucose intake costs about $6, which is more than it did up north. Heck, at least up north I was making a dollar or more an hour than here, and lunches were worth it. I usually make $120-$150ish a week on average, and pay $50 a week for bills, and then whatever is left is for food and other obligations, but when it costs $30ish or so a week to eat for a single person, that adds up pretty quick...

My health has taken a good hit, as it's becoming clear from how many fevers, headaches, and nausea incidents I have anymore that I'm not doing too well. My bones are getting a bit stiff nowadays, which isn't too good, but I can still pop them to relieve pressure that has built up, so outside of the sick feeling that induces initially, the release feels nice. Somehow during my sleep a few weeks ago, I ended up hurting the left side of my jaw, and now it doesn't sit quite right from the feel of it. It's crunching and grinding like the rest of my bones and joints now, but something doesn't feel quite right about the pressure in it...

So yeah, long story short, I'm basically at my wits end, and losing it all together. I can hold on still, but my own advice to wait it out and see what comes seems to be a bit of a fallicious statement in the coming time, since it just looks like I'll keep working a dead end job with no real satisfaction save for a few things I splurge money on that amuse for a tiny bit, until I ultimately work myself to death or to whatever comes after a Euphoric Insanity... Given I'm already clearly insane, but the good kind where I can see the greater picture of things and not be bound by typical logic patterns or have emotions overly affect certain things, since I haven't mauled anyone yet, though I've certainly come close in the past few weeks to doing such actions.

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Apr. 16th, 2008 @ 03:09 am Still better than the rest, won't give it up since I'm the best
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Touhou: Defiance of Shrine Maiden - Cirno Battle

Silly, worthless, meaningless people. While some of the "Greatest" Scientists on the planet wrack their minds to attempt to come up with various postulates and thesis reports on this or that, most of which is constantly, "Been there, done that" stuff for real science, I can come up with equal or usually greater solutions without so much as batting an eyelash. Seriously, I devised how to cure Cancer, solve AIDS, Immortality, Eternal Youth, as well as Perpetual Energy, and all this in just about two to three days. The funniest part of all is that my thesis on the subjects listed are actually feasible, just "Frowned Upon", and unethical for the most part, due to how limited society has held back science.

Next big project to give minimal thought and research effort towards! - Figuring out how to manipulate the natural phosphorous in the human body's makeup to control trigger spontaneous combustion, since really now, I'm one step closer to what the ignorant masses classify as a "God" if I can make people burst into flames at will. I sorta win this round on that one, too XD

Already figured out all sorts of other stuff, and starting to question how viable self business would be. Maybe if I get a really demented sponsor and tons of people to work under me, I could really let loose and do crazy things. I still need to get around to figuring out what electrical frequency ghosts and the like exist on, so I can materialize them for giggles sometime with that Hilbert Effect dealio that I was told how to do in a dream. It'd be amusing to see how the world would turn out if the concept of death itself was removed, and all that was once lost would once again be free in something similar to a crazy Dimensional Area kind of effect.

Man, if I ran my own company with all these things I'm cable of doing realized, I'd easily be the richest person in all existence. Powerful, to boot! Think about what "MY" fiscal year could have been like! ; ;

Anyways, since I've been hushed hushed, I've been bidding my time doing some things. Managed to get a waste of life known as a 20 year old woman to get her ovaries removed, since she's from a genetically defective line, and felt the trait was dominant that ailed her, so this amuses me and makes me gain a smidge of respect for her as a living being. I wish some of the other people who are subjective to Darwinism would glance this over and do the thing, since I'm sure she realizes who she is if she's made it this far. Then again, that person can't even read without computer aide, let alone put together a coherent thought process that has actual consequences and equal reactions for her usually idiotic actions. *Psssst, I'm talking about you, Sky, since you never realized that I unfriended you very quickly since I got the hint real quick that you're really worthless and dead weight, unlike the people that want into your genetically defective panties. If you stumble upon this, be sure to remove me from your list, since there's no such thing as friendship between us, and you're wasting any form of time or gesture to attempt to garner such response from me*

Less epic is that I'm still holding the same job for about three months, which is a bit of a record after the long string of short time jobs I've been holding. Then again, most were temp work, seasonal, or getting fired for doing the right thing.

Oh yeah, finally got an HDTV, and wide screen to boot, so I'll be moving towards console gaming once more after nearly three years of not being able to play them. Almost 100% positive I'll save up for a 360 Elite, and be done with it. I can list off tons of games for the system I want, like Inafune's Dead Rising, which is said to blow away ANYTHING Rockman related the man's churned out for the past couple of years.

On said HDTV, got to play my PSP on it. Powered Up is as sharp and crisp, and not to mention fluid, as any of the PS2 games. Actually, Twinbee's collection as well as Dracula X Chronicles and all my other "Traditional" games on my PSP translated flawlessly to the screen, and look like they did on their respective systems/mediums. Now when I played Crisis Core on there... Oh god, WORST. LOOKING. GAME. EVER. So overly pixelated, as well the text is unreadable. It's disgusting, really. I'd be more impressed if developers began incorporating a selection for PSP and TVOUT options on the games, sorta like how GBA games like FFTA had it where you select the color options for Regular GBA/GBA SP/GBA Gamecube Thingy.

Renewed my URL to Usahi.net, yet have done NOTHING for it. Now I'm just wondering as to what I can even slap on there, as opposed to just making it something like a blog site.

Realized in the end that save for some severe anger and violence reasons, I'm generally just better off being alone. As in... I don't actually NEED someone like I been raised or told to think. I'm good enough on my own to cover myself, and save for urges that can be fixed here or there through certain means, there's starting to look like more benefits to just leading a life alone. No living up to other people's standards, nor having to be pestered by another person's friends or family members, let alone the trust issues that would likely arise. I've come to realize recently that women really DO exist just to get jammed into and pop it out with a bit extra down the road, and mainly meant to prolong the species. Albeit, this isn't their ONLY real kind of merit, but it's the biggie, which is ALL RIGHT! in it's on ways, but there's so many woman nowadays that's doing the whole feminist deal and using men for their own hidden agendas, that it's not even WORTH getting involved with alot of them anymore. It's like getting a nice gun, and then being told that it's trade off is that one day it may backfire and cost you your hand, or even your life. I see all these people that get together for short term deals, or go together for decades just to have one of them finally snap and say how they were using the other for this or that, and ultimately just ruin their spouse's life, and I definetely don't want any of that. Got enough blood of the innocents on my hands, and don't need to add more to it.

Blah Blah Blah Science Mode Blah Jigglypuffy.
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